This IS for the person who means the world to me.
I have Screwed up One to many times, I know that.

This is the worse feeling ever.

I have done something horrible to some one I really care about My best friend and my Sister.

I pretend to be her to find out what a guy I liked really thought about me.

It was the stupidest thing I have ever  done.

I regret it so much. I know she won't ever forgive me.

This Person has said the  follow  things and taught me several things:
you are a beautiful person with a good heart and good intentions. you don't always listen, but thats something to be learned as one progresses through life. its just as important to hear as it is to be heard. you can be a little jumpy from time to time in a conversation and a little unfocused, but you address every issue. you're smart even though sometimes i know you don't feel that way. you have the opportunity to be  happy with your life and i know some day you will take it and run. you've learned a lot about friendship and that friends are more important than anything in the world, even boys.

I can't accept the fact that I will never have her in my life again.

She have always been there for her  when i needed her.  

She has been there for me through a lot of hard times and a lot of happy times.

Shes the person I need the most right now.

I have screwed up way to many times to deserve anymore chances.

I will do anything.

My birthday is comming up in March.

It won't be the same without her.

Living isn't worth it anymore.


I'm truly sorry to the person I have hurt.

She has always believed in me